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Blaze January 2, 2009

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I know I wanted to get my new site up and running by now but I haven’t had the time or inspriation to get to it!! Argh!!
 
Anyways, I got on the computer today and was sadden by the news about the Bangkok night club blaze and the people who are either dead or seriously hurt. It’s not one of my fears (mine’s being buried alive), I don’t usually think about it (fires) but since my Dad’s all about safety, I have to admit, when I step into clubs, cinemas etc… I always look at exit signs, I think it’s a good habit to have.
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Phyllis December 12, 2008

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This morning my Mom told me my blood related grandmother passed away. Her sister adopted my Dad and as far as he and all of us were concern… Mabel and my Nanny are our two grandmothers. When my Grandma Mabel passed away, Phyllis then married my Gandpa… yeah… weird but when you’re old and lonely… So we had to call her grandma too… We weren’t close to her and some family stuff made it even harder, she moved to Penang ages ago and I guess…she’s the only blood relative my Dad had left and it’s sad and my heart is heavy but not enough to feel a loss or even shed a tear.

Gone, see ya in 2009 October 14, 2008

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So John finally got on board a plane and the only seat left was in the cockpit. Aces! It’s gonna be different and already the rents and I aren’t off to a fab start… oh well.
 
Let’s gripe a bit about the diet… I have only a little self control. I hope this version of a diet helps me shed the 5kg and in general, I think it’s the way to go, if I want my coffee and muffin for breakfast then I should just have a salad for lunch. I’m gonna have a feast for dinner then I’ll have healthy breakfast and lunch. After 28… it’s just soooo much harder to lose weight and it sucks. I’m gonna give it till the end of the month and perhaps get on a stricter diet if I haven’t dropped to the desired weight yet. So far, I haven’t shed a thing but I feel healthier.
 
My lunch today
Beef (yum), salad with a tsp of ranch dressing

Skype October 7, 2008

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John’s off to Perth on Friday. I have no idea why but I’m extremely sadden… like yeah, I’m happy for him and all but now I have to deal with my Mom all by myself ahahaha. And we never got our party night at Zouk *pout*. So I’m not sure if I’m already missing him or I’m just feeling sorry for myself??? Whatever, it’s just so darn quick.
 
Plus, now I have to figure Skype out, crap.
 
Memories… not really….

Bye Ailine September 1, 2008

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It’s been nice having someone to talk too (kinda) when I get home about Stomper, food…mostly about Stomper. Ailine left this morning to go to Spain to work at 12.05am. I didn’t wanna say bye, I know how much Stomper’s gonna miss her and how much she’s gonna miss Stomper and gosh, it beings tears to my eyes. It’s the cutest thing, she and Stomper have this strange connection, she’s like the dog whisperer or something when she can’t play with Stomper she’ll tell her very nicely and softly "You go sleep ok, Kaka Ailine needs to do work/ cook/ iron/ etc, when I finish I’ll play with you ok?" Stomper goes under the sofa and sleeps for an hour or two and then demands at least 15 mins of loving or play time. It’s the sweetest thing.
 
I wish her all the best, I mean part of me kinda hopes she’ll come back but seriously, I can’t imagine giving up on Spain, being able to get PR there (Singas, no chance in hell, even if she’s been here for like 20 years!), finding love, the spanish sunshine, the cute but kinda short men…, the food!! I’m a wee bit jealous! I wanna go to Madrid too!
 
 
Stomper was looking for her this morning…

 

Gimme Shandy July 29, 2008

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Yesterday was horrible, the nose just refused to quit but I did take the Poo Poo Monster out for a walk and it was a treat cos she got to play with Rover and Milo (who’s a horny bugger). So they played, I watched them and I laugh, watched the sky turn orange and then pink, it was nice.

Got home, ate and then the tummy issues, sigh. So I had take 2 yellow tablets, was super sleepy but really had to go poo and poo and poo… finally at 11.30pm, I curled up in bed and ‘died’. The only reason I woke up and dragged my butt to work is cos of Shandy. Addictions, I haz them.

Cannot Brain Today, I Have the Dumb July 9, 2008

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Yesterday, I had the longest brain fart ever, followed by a racing heart rate and I swear I was gonna cry next. Thankfully, everything was sorted and I didn’t have to fire myself… okay it wasn’t that bad but still. Finishing work at 11pm and sleeping at 1am, waking up at 6.45pm and getting to work at 8am is so not fun . I’m so bloody tired.
 
The husband was so nice this morning, he woke up too, basically to make sure I drank every single drop of the Vitamin C drink, take my multi vitamins and my glucosamine by the time I was gonna drink my morning milo… I was full. I hate missing my milo cos he makes it for me, it just taste nicer. heh.
 
Yawnzzzz

Freaking Out June 24, 2008

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I’ve always looked at challenges head on, love how much it’s mostly mind over matter. Sometimes you take hits, maybe have to slow down but I’ve always tried. Never looked back… always moving forward. Doctors told me once, I couldn’t dive, please… puh, I love diving and only once in Australia was worried and it wasn’t about my abilities there were issues with the tank… but nearly dying wakes you up I tell ya. Doctors tell me I can’t run… I can, now, run 3km nonstop, slow (sorry Dad for making fun of the way you run… it does help) and it hurts a bit after…ok, it hurts like a bitch climbing up the stairs but I can do it. Am I worried about the Sprint… yes, but I know I’ll finish it, just SLOWLY.
 
Life… I’ve learnt to travel by myself (enjoy my own company), not to settle and always have a little fun. Now I wish I was a little neater but I know where my ‘shit’ is at, I’m a very organised mess.
 
Decisions, I’ve learnt to make them, fast, adapt if necessary but never look back. So I have no freaking idea why now… when I should be happy and looking forward to change…. I’m scared shitless, my arms are numb and I feel like crying. The timing just isn’t right but it’s now or god forbid maybe never.

EVIL = Guillermo Vargas Habacuc April 23, 2008

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In the 2007, the ‘artist’ Guillermo Vargas Habacuc, took a dog from the street, he tied him to a rope in an art gallery, starving him to death.

For several days, the ‘artist’ and the visitors of the exhibition have watched emotionless the shameful ‘masterpiece’ based on the dog’s agony, until eventually he died.

Does it look like art to you?!!!

But this is not all… the prestigious Visual Arts Biennial of the Central American decided that the ‘installation’ was actually art, so that Guillermo Vargas Habacuc has been invited to repeat his cruel action for the biennial of 2008.

WE NEED TO STOP HIM!!!!!

Click on the following link :
http://www.petitiononline.com/ea6gk/petition-sign.html

Please do it.

It’s free of charge and it will only take 1 minute to save the life of an innocent creature.

Inflict April 15, 2008

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I’ve made the heart-breaking decision to get Stomper neutered. I know it’s the right thing to do and all that but I hate that I have to cause her that much pain and discomfort. It won’t help that everyone else at home will blame me and make me feel like a complete shit for doing it. Sigh. The date is the 16 May. So I can take the day off and have 3 more days to watch her like a hawk.